Chapter #11

Oh...fuck, disz chapter no. eleven
m still lyin in a shady ol' tavern ..
its been a long journey through ..
.. umpteen tyms, i 've been left 2 screw

i really dunno hw 2 write .. or vat 2 write
i do dis ... jst out of spite
U r da maker ... of ur destiny
no1 can help it ... ven u 've cynical creativity

m known 4 diggn my own pitt ..
lyin in da pool of my shit
y da fuck .. do i gt these fits ??
cant i b normal .. nd 've cheese dips

hw mch mre do ppl ... want me 2 grow
nythn mre wud mak me blow ...
m jst da way .. i am
nt a BABY ... in a freakn pram

i still dnt ponder ..
dat y m i on a wild goose chase ??
evn ven i kno da goose has her gander ...
'makin out' ... a new god damn phrase.
y da hell .. cant i learn 4m da past ??
nd nt do da same things ... leading 2 a steel cast
i need a god damn change ..
shd go out .. nd figure out a new range

evrydy lyf here is da same ...
mornin 2 evenin .. jst LAME

Chapter #10

its been a while .. since i hd tym 2 write
hope dis doesnt change my style ..
18 june ... it again began
thr wznt ny1 2 dazzle by her beautie
only auntis around ... lukn rottie
m in a new place .. a new lyf
far away 4m home ... into a new ryf

i wz happy in between
.. b4 dis strtd 2 intervene
m stuck in dis hole 4 2 yrs ...
.. carryn a towel, 2 wipe my tears

aahhh ...

y da fuk, m i a cribbing prick ?
i shd tak control ... nd stop actn sick
've dragged dis too far ...
.. it aint dat bad, aftr da second par
m in da city .. da city of dreams
da adrenaline rush .. givn u thrills

m all grown up nw ...
.. nt gonna fall 4 ny arbit cow
it aint bout ny1 else nymre ...
.. da feeln has dried 2 da core

i gotta think .. mre bout me
live lyf .. nd feel free
disz my chapter #10 ...
beginin of a journey 2 da end !!