Chapter #4

i wz filled wid remorse ..
.. cuz i scrwed up, ven i wz dis close

who shd i nw blame ....
... 4 gettn caught up in dis daft game
wz it realllly me ....
who hd set her free ?

dunno .... u cant lose smthn
.... dat u never had

shez gone in a flash ....
... nd left me 2 crash
its been a while ...
.... am sick of bein in a bile

i m nt da one to be blamed ....
... cuz shez da only 1 who played
she made her choice ...
... widout even hearin my voice
weren't 'we' into dis 2gthr ...
wzn't my consent - a thaut 2 ponder

she hurt me .. whr it hurt da most
dis anguish is gonna haunt me lyk a ghost

it finished ... it ended
but had it really ever started ??